Thursday, June 30, 2011

Me at 73 - begging to differ

ME at 73
       
(presbyter)
 
Suspect too much sweet talk
But never close your mind
                      (Seamus Heaney)

Grumpy old man with a flesh-eating
disease. Someone threw a bucket of
dirty water off the Jensen roof into
the hemlock splashing down my
office window  and now I see
through a glass darkly.
 
I vote for  my devilish detailing
diabolical accusatory explanations,
blamations, interpretations, &  reasons
why more than any sweet jesus robes
& sandals good Samaritanism.
     Abysmal & beyond me. .
 
     Can’t be said in public.
   (Peer pressure is forever).
 
Crow!  My father testified: hearing a caw,
caw, caw--almost deaf, almost without
sight.: my sister wheeling him in his chair
the night  he died.
 
Used to beep the horn of his 38 Ford
passing the turkey farm in Hershey,
start them all up: gobble, gobble,
gobbling.
 
Running across a Connecticut meadow
toward the Armstrong farm, he slipped
fell & slid across a steaming morning
muffin wearing his first long pants ever. .
 
When I accused him of having an ego as
large as anyone’s, big as a house, he said,
   “Yes, but mine’s crucified.”

Later, wife cackling with dementia I
could  hear over the phone:"Yes, that's
your dear mother..Yes. It's beyond me. "
Yes.

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