Comfort? or Afflict? (Sooner Murder an Infant in His Crib. . .)

I said to God, “Let me love you.”
And he replied, “Which part?”
 “All of you, all of you.” I said.

“Dear” God spoke, “You are
as a mouse wanting to impregnate
a tiger who is not even in heat. It
is a feat way  beyond your courage
and strength. You would run from
me if I removed my mask.”
 
I said to God again,  “Beloved I need
 to love you – every aspect, every pore.”
And this time God said, “There is a hideous
blemish on my body, though it is such an
infinitesimal part of my Being- could you
kiss that if it were revealed?”
 
“I will try, Lord, I will try.”
 
And then God said, “That blemish is all
the hatred and  cruelty in this  world.”
                                      Tom Aquinas
 
Sooner Murder an Infant in His Crib
Than Nurse Unacted  Desires  (W.Blaike)
 
Comfort or Afflict? Which would I rather
be expert at?
 
Affliction, for sure.Let the comforters
comfort the afflicted. there, there,
all is well and all is well etc.
 
Shoot me for a bastard & somabitch: I got
to be afflicting the comfortable best I can
if I could..
 
A calling. Provocation; Honestly: avocation
to be a pain in the ass.
 
But loved!
 
To afflict the comfortable and have them
grateful! Gracias!  Thanks, I needed that!
 
Consummation.devoutly desired.