I hate every body and every one.

    The soul selects her own society,
    Then shuts the door; On her divine

    majority Obtrude no more. Unmoved,

    she notes the chariot's pausing At her

    low gate; Unmoved,  an emperor is

    kneeling Upon her mat. I've known

    her from an ample nation Choose one;

    Then close the valves of her attention
                   Like stone.    

  (Emily Dickinson: reformatted)

I hate everybody & everyone

A given, I claim: comes with the

territory of Being.  My original

spin.
 
That’s the explanation (apologetic)
for all my discrepancies & resistances
inconsistencies and language “problems’
I generate amongst my selves.  Bumper

cars & Beep Beep traffic.
 
         But IT can’t be said.

I can’t stand up in caucus  and forum

and church service &  declare:

Look: I l hate everybody & everyone
and that explains my confusion &

cover-up & hypocrisy & exclusiveness

&  mis-communication & necessary

deceptions & games-man-ship & why

I am always having  such a hard time

getting on the same page  so to speak

let alone Just Getting Along.
 
Because I  hate each other.  

Naturally.
 
Go ahead: improve my terms, soften,

euphemize – make it sound more

acceptable to the post-modern mind,

Oprah and Dr. Phil  I’m just describing

here. Not judging.  The judgment rises

out of the denial and cover-up.
 
WHAT, hate YOU?

   Of course not.

      I love you.
        Well—like you a lot.

           A little.  Somewhat

(Got to: it's politically correct.) 
 
Etc.
 
I fool around with this notion, put it in

play and see how clarifies a lot about

communication & the play and

of language.  My anguish.  

My whine. My aims and

goals and measurable

outcomes.
 
It’s a profound truth:  

I  hate each other; I could say it in

other  words if hate’s too strong.  

Go for weaker tea then: try  "resist,"

"antagonize" "block," “separate” and

also protect, cherish my  individuality,

uniqueness, all one-ness.

Fundamental.

My Homeland Security: no aliens please,

immigrants,  all others, anti-else's &

foreigners, no Not-I's need apply.
 
Neils Bohr (Nobel Physicist ) claims 

”The opposite of a  profound truth is

another profound truth. “
 
I love everybody and everyone  and so

I presume we love everyone and everybody.
 
Right there: I like the sound of that profound

truth much better. See—that’s the problem

Accentuating the positive.  Bias toward

community and Just Get Along at the

expense of ME, MySELF &  I.
 
One truth I love.

The other truth I hate.
Can you see how this generates

problems in communication? 

xxxooo, Sam