Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Unpostponed Joy

    Despair but don’t DESPAIR
 
Anias Nin said she wrote every day
without hope and without despair:
joy un-postponed; and  Mother
Teresa  healed lepers in Calcutta
with considerable  hopeless
depression. Joyful! Joyful! .
 
As for me, the silence and the
emptiness is so great, that I
look and do not see,
listen
and do not hear—the tongue
moves but does not speak.
I want you
to pray for me—
that I let Him have a free hand.

 
Language gets in the way.
 
Or rather,
cultural connotations
burrs and cockles perpetuate
semantic stigmata  hitching rides
on my  invasive pants so that it’s
almost impossible to separate
“violence,”
 “power,”
“control,”
from  their  physical habitat that
they might describe what it takes
to re-make common sense
practicing  Life of the Mind
in play..
 
Aporia:  No pores, no portals,
no passage, no exit—a consummation
devoutly to be desired, where philosophy
at least and perhaps religion are said to begin.
 
(Not to be confused with Life of the Body
and Body Politic where it makes good
sense to sustain our abilities and avoid
break down whenever possible.)

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