Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Send in the Snickers: There Ought to Be Snickers









Publish & Perish
Perishable Publications

Dear Paula & Colleagues ACT (Some
qualitative assessment to supplement the
Digital that is going around.)

Except for the first several years out of gradskool
while teaching at N.C. State, under the influence
of Professionalism -a-um,  I eventually lost interest
in air port Holiday Inn Banquet Rooms & name-tag
conferences, panels, papers, as I fell in  love with
Place & Local Foosball so to speak, disc-ing  fields
for Ernst  Laursen, picking straw berries for Dr. Mahy,
driving  the Bluebird bus to town for Sam DeVries,
riding fire engines with Tom Showalter, painting dorms
& Gladfelter for Old Top, hosing  down the piggery
while my daughter clipped  piggy-toenails, raised a
heifer for a blue ribbon at 4H  and padded her college
admissions Curriculum Vita  with down-on-the-farm
rural agrarianism attractive then as hangover from the
60's;  small was beautiful, and we began to realize our
gold mine nestled in the Blue Ridge.   .

That fall our beagle  got elected homecoming queen.

PLACE was becoming a dominant theme among
creative non-fiction courses.
 

Charity began to begin in the home and I  let slide
subscriptions to PMLA &  The Journal of American
Literature: falling, falling, fallen to amateur standing..
 
It’s now this bad:  responses my students write in
class are more lively & engaging than  pro texts
assigned for study  & resurrected in real time under
fluorescence surrounded by cinder block: miracle
workers  cultivating local food  un-eclipsed by freeze
dried mind-on-a-page dropped by dead white myn
& multi-culturalists from other times & places:
stammering  digressions, inchoate constellations
struggling toward articulation, shuffling toward
Bethlehem to be born again  and again as it were;
and it’s no contest what counts unassessable as it is:

         making  sense precedes the made
         as existing precedes essence, and
         rolling our own holy smokes beats
         the hell out of buying the cellophaned
         pre- wrapped & packaged quality
         controls not with standing.    ..
 

I wouldn’t confess this if I hadn’t just received
notice of  contract extension  so that free at last
free at last I might consider my  self  tenured-in,
as they say,  dead wood lulled by a false sense
of security and the slow smokeless burning of
decay so as to express myself:. professionalism
be damned.  Damaged  and damaging:
I  will profess.
 
I’m trying to make good use  of  the notion
                      SNICKER
which I’m stealing from J__ H__  his response
to K__B__, him recognizing  that  “idealistic”
ideas mentioned in professional academic environed
mentalities inclined to empiricism & instrumental
application will naturally generate resistance often
signified by a snicker, raised eyebrow, tongue in
cheek perhaps, rolling eyes—all of which represent…
 
     (I claim, for the sake of  argument and  a
      topological if not taxonomic description
      of what might be called the liberal arts
       landscape —not to be  confused with
       liberal art, a horse of another color)
 
…a  borderline transgression between two or more
incommensurate realms & source of emergence and
emergency crucial to innovation —the news that
comes from noise. . .
 
Snicker etc lets me know I am at the interstices.
Crossroads between amateur and pro, say—or
maybe hanging between ndividual idiocy and the
common sense. Outlaw territory.
In-Betweener-Land.
Trespassers W.
 
Years ago, driving north from Durham to Hartford in
a 61 Buick Le Sabre loaded with  xmas  gifts, two
children and wife, cruising up 95 thru Virginia around
6 a.m.:  a  sudden red wink not unlike a snicker appeared
on the dashboard signaling some thing amiss in the total
system, problems of  generation, generator, alternator,
voltage regulation perhaps: wink winks but never
specifies. .   .
 
Monkey wrenching my
North-to-Connecticut
cybernetic thesis-driven
cover-the-ground  agenda:  
winking a wink of  
significance. 
 
Be aware.
 
Frontiers yet unknown,  collision  trajectory among matrices,
frames of reference, agenda, belief & bias systems:
snicker tells me so.
 
Wink. Rolling of eyeballs.
Whole System signaling:
Oyez! Oyez! Obey! Obey!
 
Love it:
Amo. Amas. Amare.
Factor-it-in: messengers & monsters.
Stalwart pioneers and amateur standings.
Assess. Evaluate. Put into play. Send in the
snicikers. There ought to be snickers.



xxxooo, Sam

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