Perishable Publications
qualitative assessment to supplement the
Digital that is going around.)
Except for the first several years out of gradskool
while teaching at
of Professionalism -a-um, I eventually lost interest
in air port Holiday Inn Banquet Rooms & name-tag
conferences, panels, papers, as I fell in love with
Place & Local Foosball so to speak, disc-ing fields
for Ernst Laursen, picking straw berries for Dr. Mahy,
driving the Bluebird bus to town for Sam DeVries,
riding fire engines with Tom Showalter, painting dorms
& Gladfelter for Old Top, hosing down the piggery
while my daughter clipped piggy-toenails, raised a
heifer for a blue ribbon at 4H and padded her college
admissions Curriculum Vita with down-on-the-farm
rural agrarianism attractive then as hangover from the
60's; small was beautiful, and we began to realize our
gold mine nestled in the Blue Ridge. .
That fall our beagle got elected homecoming queen.
PLACE was becoming a dominant theme among
creative non-fiction courses.
Charity began to begin in the home and I let slide
subscriptions to PMLA & The Journal of American
Literature: falling, falling, fallen to amateur standing..
It’s now this bad: responses my students write in
class are more lively & engaging than pro texts
assigned for study & resurrected in real time under
fluorescence surrounded by cinder block: miracle
workers cultivating local food un-eclipsed by freeze
dried mind-on-a-page dropped by dead white myn
& multi-culturalists from other times & places:
stammering digressions, inchoate constellations
struggling toward articulation, shuffling toward
Bethlehem to be born again and again as it were;
and it’s no contest what counts unassessable as it is:
making sense precedes the made
as existing precedes essence, and
rolling our own holy smokes beats
the hell out of buying the cellophaned
pre- wrapped & packaged quality
controls not with standing. ..
I wouldn’t confess this if I hadn’t just received
notice of contract extension so that free at last
free at last I might consider my self tenured-in,
as they say, dead wood lulled by a false sense
of security and the slow smokeless burning of
decay so as to express myself:. professionalism
be damned. Damaged and damaging:
I will profess.
I’m trying to make good use of the notion
SNICKER
which I’m stealing from J__ H__ his response
to K__B__, him recognizing that “idealistic”
ideas mentioned in professional academic environed
mentalities inclined to empiricism & instrumental
application will naturally generate resistance often
signified by a snicker, raised eyebrow, tongue in
cheek perhaps, rolling eyes—all of which represent…
(I claim, for the sake of argument and a
topological if not taxonomic description
of what might be called the liberal arts
landscape —not to be confused with
liberal art, a horse of another color)
…a borderline transgression between two or more
incommensurate realms & source of emergence and
emergency crucial to innovation —the news that
comes from noise. . .
Snicker etc lets me know I am at the interstices.
Crossroads between amateur and pro, say—or
maybe hanging between ndividual idiocy and the
common sense. Outlaw territory.
In-Betweener-Land.
Trespassers W.
Years ago, driving north from
a 61 Buick Le Sabre loaded with xmas gifts, two
children and wife, cruising up 95 thru
6 a.m.: a sudden red wink not unlike a snicker appeared
on the dashboard signaling some thing amiss in the total
system, problems of generation, generator, alternator,
voltage regulation perhaps: wink winks but never
specifies. . .
Monkey wrenching my
North-to-Connecticut
cybernetic thesis-driven
cover-the-ground agenda:
winking a wink of
significance.
Be aware.
Frontiers yet unknown, collision trajectory among matrices,
frames of reference, agenda, belief & bias systems:
snicker tells me so.
Wink. Rolling of eyeballs.
Whole System signaling:
Oyez! Oyez! Obey! Obey!
Love it:
Amo. Amas. Amare.
Factor-it-in: messengers & monsters.
Stalwart pioneers and amateur standings.
Assess. Evaluate. Put into play. Send in the
snicikers. There ought to be snickers.

xxxooo, Sam



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