Negentropy

Nihil

Always something but I didn’t much believe in it.

Now: nothing. Got nothing I  don’t have to believe in.

(Just describing is all. You know, right?)

Success validates belief.

Failure engenders faith.

Or else not.

Build Thee More Stately Mansions

Raise High the Roof beams Carpenter

Frame IT –whatever—so it’s All Good.

fear, hate, anger, envy, depression,

mania,  ups n downs mistakes & errors

ongoing damage done, selfish indulgence,

insult, accident, ignorance and we’ll see

for crying out loud.

Transcend:

IN but not OF the opposition: no denying

or covering-up rocks and hard places, devils

& deep blue sees, sombitch and god damnit,

faux and foe dichotomies, binary pairs and

distinct dualisms on the one hand and also

on the other always two sides of the same koine,

relatives and relativities, dictions and contra

dictions out of the box but always in it.

False or Foe dichotomies:
Ideas are more important than people.
The environment is more important than the species.
The media is more important than the message.
The background is more important than the figure.
The context is more important than the text.
The forest is more important than the trees.
The pattern is more important than the details.
Etc.

Guilt (debt, ought) makes good sense & there

is never any reason why I shouldn’t feel it

though it  gets covered up by agenda. aim,

purpose, measurable objectives, pancakes

and snowy mornings, trips to WalMart,

piano practice, walking the dog & stuff like

that.     Shame: that’s something else..

It would be futile and foolish of me to deny

why I post & post on Facebook. To call attention

to myself for sure—best I can. Can’t think of any

other good reason. Look: do you see what I see?
I know, right? Show off aka Prostitution: “to stand

before y’all.”.

It’s a crime. A crime against culture, custom,.

convention, protocol,  procedure, habit and

habitat. Criminal. Damaged and damaging:

the damage done and “the violent bear it away.”

Confidence AND  aching dark hollow: can’t get

no  satisfaction donuts and rescue dogs, poems

published in very little magazines, on-line dating,

walks on Suicide Ridge,  fast motor cycling thru

Riceville Rd,  crows in the corn fields not with

standing.  Desire = “of the stars, sidereal”--extra

terrestrial intelligence won’t take no be here now

direct objects, dangling modifiers or split infinities.  

Yearning is the  destination.